Im worrying about her

Why lately im being emo, huh? And, now im worrying bout Ellina. I don't really know why. I think, i started worrying bout her after she happily couple with her first truly boyfriend, Danial who used to be Shafeena's boyfriend. When Shafeena told me she got a boyfriend im very suprised to know that. Then, they said Danial is quite popular and definately handsome. I was like..wow.. But, the happiness didn't stand for long. Danial dumped her by just sent a sms. We all shocked and kinda mad with Danial for being mean with Shafeena. Plus, i become more suprised when to know the day after Danial dumped her, he started texting Ellina. Danial said, when he met Ellina for the first time at Ethira's house he think he fell in love with her. Ellina said the same thing to me before she got to know that Shafeena and Danial were couple.

When Ellina told me about Danial, i told her not to trust him or accept him if he asked Ellina to be his girlfriend. Becoz, everything happened just too sudden. Of course, Ellina got what im trying to say. Later, about 3 weeks maybe or something like that, finally Ellina told me that she was taken and Danial is the man. Im not suprised to know that coz i know Ellina like him but i didn't believe her. Heh..yeah becoz Ellina is really good when it comes to acting. I always fallen into her acting. Tee-hee..Finally, i saw Danial for the first time. So, i've to believe and accept that Danial is her boyfriend.

Okay. Now, this the part that made me started to worrying about her. I don't know whether it is just me or i missheard or it is my fantasy. After finish school hour, me, Moonie, Ellina and Danial were walking down to PUTRA. As usual, we waited a train under stairs. And of course me and Moonie tried not to disturb them. Suddenly, i heard something like *chup*...i looked at them from the reflection of the glass door and Danial put his hand on Ellin's shoulder and they seem very close. Im trying not to thinking anything at the moment. But, i just can't. I think Ellina kissed his cheek. And before that, when we're inside the lift, Danial dare to hugged her waist and Ellin seems not to refuse it.

After i've become more closer to Shafeena and she seems happy and normal back, I told her about that "incident". She said, she didn't shocked to know if Danial behave like that becoz Danial tried to the same thing to her. But, she shocked to know that Ellin seems not to refuse when Dan touching him. Yeah, i agreed with her. Shafeena said, when she used to be with Dan, she felt not really secure bcoz Dan's hands always trying to touch him. And one day, she really didn't expected that Dan kissed her cheek. She added, when they both were watching cinema together, Dan didn't looking at the screen but looking at Shafeena with some kind of look.

So, after heard the stories, i always hope Ellina will refuse if Dan trying touch expecially at body part. I think, after read this, most of you guys must think that im such a close minded person. Well, you guys are totally wrong. It is not that i can't accept "over touching" thing, but i know, this kind of man always want something more. I just afraid if they make out. Expecially, Ellina is my friend. Of course i don't want to see my friend get hurt or they started to become that kind of girl. I mean, bitch. Moreover, i don't know why i don't have a courage to say about these things to Ellin. I wish i've it just like when i sound Nana.

p/s: remember, i love you.