Im crying over you

It's raining heavily outside
The rain drops falling heavily to the ground
I know how does the ground feel
Coz im feeling it too too and it hurts so much

Im crying like a 5 years-old-girl
But im not crying over my barbie got soaked in the bath tube
Im crying coz what have you done to me
Im crying coz im so weak without your love
Im crying coz i feel A BIT jealous over your ex
Im crying coz im so stupid to read her testi
You used to called her 'Sweetheart'
You used to typed down your kisses as 'Muahx!'
It's the same words that you use on me!
I don't like it! Don't you have other words to use on different girl?
I don't know why im so fucking emo and get sensitive with it

But i do crying every night just to FORGET everything about you
Im so confused with my own feeling
Do i really love you? Then why im not missing you?
This is the last time i'll forget you! I wish i could!
Im sleeping with the tears streaming down on my chubby cheek
Leave behind all the drops on my head pillow.
On the next day, im crying again coz you didn't send me a message
See!? How freaking confused i am? How crazy i am over you?

I thought you realized that you don't actually need me
But i was wrong, you need me to keep you happy every day
See how fool i am for let myself be a puppet for him?
I wish i could erase EVERY SINGLE THING about you FROM MY MIND AND MY HEART?
So that it would be empty again just like before i knew you
If only I could let EVERY SINGLE THING about you go away with the tears that i always shed eveytime im crying.....