Is this the way he treat his girl??!!

FUCK OFF!! Im totally hate it!! Where the hell he is when i need him?? Where the hell he is when im down?? Where the hell he is when im happy?? He never be there for me! He's different now. He's no longer the Fik that i've known before. And now i've gotta know the REAL FIK! YES! THE REAL FIK! He seems don't have enough time for me i guess. He's totally changed!! Okay.. fine! Maybe its just me coz its my first time to have a boyfriend. But hey!! HELLO!! I don't think so guy would treat their girl in this way. I thought he would cherish me and draw a smile on my face but oh godd.. that's all will happen only in my dreams. I never felt sooooo lonely before!! He used to called me sweetheart everytime wish me good nite. He would says he misses me if we didn't talk for atleast one day. He would call me sayang, dear and such. But now.. where have they gone?? Where all the sweetie2 talks?? Im a fool!! I think i love Fik whom i know before. Whom im falling for. Not this one. Not Fik whom is my boyfriend now. Im not sure whether his heart is still with me or not. I think he had realized that he don't love me or he CAN'T love me. Maybe that's why he asked me to think carefully about us. He's the ONE who actually CAN'T and DON'T WANT TO BE WITH ME!!

hey hello fik.. um.. ikotkn anis nk jer call fik tapi anis takot fik pnat..um fik..im really2 sorry bout yesterday.. bout da msg yg.. um.. bsn tuh n eveything time kita kuar smalam...actly we still need to talk bout.. well, u noe.. um.. if fik btol2 free nnt, tak ngantok, ada mud tak pnat sumer.. dont forget to msg me kay? kalau baik ati call lah.. haha.. taa..

ms anis ckp psal aper yg anis rasa smalam pn fik cam taknk ckp psal tuh.. tau lah fik jenis pendam perasaan sorg2 but its kinda hard for me to accept fik yg skrang nih.. lg susah anis nk fhm fik skrang.. you're totally diff from da fik dat i've known before.. takkan la fik nk brubah ikot musim kot.. time cuti camnih, then time da start new sem camtuh blk.. i dont want u to change.. atleast to me kay?.. but yesterday.. y u didnt hold my hand? i wait for u to do 1st tapi smalam pn fik btol2 penat kn? but syg.. i really appreciated dat u still wanna go out wif me eventho fik btol2 pnat smalam.. hurm.. sorry kay? taa.. anis syg fik..