Time will find her....

It's been an unusual sunday morning in her heart. The girl gaze blankly at the ceiling above her. She don't know why there's no a single drop of warm water coming out from her eyes like before. She wonders where all the sorrow that have been with her when she was lost. She wonders what he is thinking now. She wonders why she can't go on with him when they were together. She don't know why she lost his touch. Maybe she just wanted to be loved too much. She will spends her another night alone just like before but this is not goodbye. This is starting over. The little girl thinks maybe she's too childish or too much for him yet he is being immature for his age. She's trying to grow up but he don't want to. With the ego in every blood vein inside a guy's body, there's nothing she can do but surrender. She won't keep her mouth shut anymore. She knows this is what he wants but he just can't say it so she will say it for him. Now she knows she isn't afraid. She knows exactly what he'll say. She tried so hard to understand him. To be the one. But she doesn't like for who she have become.

When you told me that you loved me
were those just words
You can't tell me you don't need me
and I know that hurts

She thought she would become weaker than before but what had happened to her just makes she strong enough to carry on her life. Maybe they weren't meant to be together. Or the luck didn't shine upon her yet. It's her fate to met with someone like him first. He can just walk away but she don't feel the same eventhough time will always find her someone who finally can be the right guy for her....