My current body weight is stressing me up!

And I'm getting out of shape too... ='(

Not getting.. but I AM already out of shape!

People no longer seem to ask me how am I doing and directly will point to my extra belly, flabby arms and obviously rounded-chubby face and give me that OH MY GOD look...

ANIS! KENAPA GEMOK?!

Gemokgemokgemokgemokgemokgemokgemokgemokgemokgemokgemokgemokgemok.....

I can tell that they are seeing me transformed into some kind of big momma!

THIS is very very very BAD.

and very SAD too!

I miss my budak-sekolah-punya-body!

I was slimmer back then and right after I left school, I'm putting lots of weight...

*sob sob sob*

Let's see what have I done (or eat to be exact)

1. I began to work right after I finished my SPM. My co-workers have a big appetite and they never missed to share their foods with me although my tummy has full. Besides that, this was the starting point where I finally have guts to try out some foods that I've never tried before.
I put the blame on my co-workers.

2. Then, I went for National Service and I had 6 times of meals per day. What do you expect? I don't know why I gained weight while everyone else seems to be lost their weight. I did the same activities too. The saddest thing is, my body metabolism rate seems to be very loooooooow~
I put the blame on my body metabolism rate.

3. Later, I entered college and I get hungry easily. After ages I've tried to avoid junk foods, I just can't resist them now. They are very tempting you know. Moreover, my friends and roommates always got something to munch. And whenever they can't finish their meals or foods, they will pass them to me because they know I won't waste any foods.
I put the blame on my weakness or more known as habit which is I don't waste food easily.

4. Both fasting and Raya months have been very challenging and disappointing for me... my nightmares finally came true...
I put the blame on this festive season.

and lastly, I put the blame on me for not taking good care of my body! *sob sob sob*