Crush(s) and I

Have you ever been in a situation where you have a big crush on someone but don't know how to approach him/her? Okay, I would like to share my personal experiences in approaching my crushes. Oh yes, word crush with s at the end. =P

I still remember one of my cutest childhood memory. I had this HUGE crush on my tuition mate when I was in form three. I didn't have the guts to approach him or to start a conversation. So I was happy just to be his secret admirer and I thought we will not meet each other after we're done with PMR. But guess what? Two years later, we met each other back. At that time, I was extremely happy to see him back and we went to the same tuition center, again. 

So this time, I shall not miss any chances. I will approach him and I want him to notice my presence. However, I didn't plan for all this. One day, my dad insisted to send me early to the tuition class to avoid traffic jammed. (My place is at Keramat and my tuition center is at Cheras)

I don't like to go early because I have to wait for the previous class finishes. But that day, changed everything.  I was sitting on the floor, alone, reading my notes then I saw him, my crush, walk out from the lift and he saw me! Of course he noticed I was looking at him so I quickly give him a warm smile. He replied my smile. (Wheee!) I looked down and pretending read my notes. Later, I heard his voice calling for me. (For real?) And that's how we gotta know each other and become friends. Since then, I have always come early just to have some time with him because he told me, nobody come early like he did. Yes. He was right.

So my advise would be; you need to identify when is the time, where is the place your crush usually goes alone. A warm smile is always a good start.

Moving on, this happened during last semester. I had a crush on one of my senior in the college. I've noticed him since I was in second semester. I've always wanted to say 'hye' to him. Finally, I've got guts to do that but in a creative way. I drew myself in a cartoon version, cut it out and at the back of paper, I wrote 'HYE'. I wanted to put it on his bag. My idea was to do it repeatedly until he bothers to know who is the sender of the papers.

One day, I didn't manage to put the paper secretly on his back because I couldn't find his bag when he left it outside library. So with the courage I had, I confront him and give him that paper and said, "this is for you" *big smiles and run away!*

To my surprised, he called me back from behind... I turned around and went back to get him. He gave me back that piece of paper. I was disappointed. "He doesn't want to accept that. He must have a girlfriend already.." I thought to myself. He was smiling happily.. I smiled at him back but inside I wasn't. I left him with a bitter feeling and I went to get Sherry back. With a disappointing voice I said to her that he returned back the paper.

Sherry took the paper from my hand and she flipped the paper. Suddenly she asked, "Anis, did you give your number to him?".
"No, I didn't. Why?" I replied.
"Then, who's number is this?" she showed the back side of the paper.
*jaw-drops*
"OMG!! He gave me his number!" I cried.

Guess what? He wrote me his number at the back of my drawing. I just wanted to say 'hye' to him.

Most of my friends said what I did was a total cute. I thought so. Hehe. The reason why I used orange colour paper is because my bagpack is in orange colour and that cartoon drawing looks exactly like me when I'm in college. The center parting of fringe and ponytail. =)

So what are you waiting for? Don't you get a little of inspiration from reading this entry? Go get your crush now! Good luck! =D