Eat or not to eat?

Umm...what's wrong with me? Heh.. I think it's been 3 or 4 days i didn't take rice or any heavy type of food. But i didn't feel hungry and im not starving to death rite now. Weird huh? It's not that im dieting or i don't want to eat. It's just an unexplainable feeling that makes me always forgot to eat. Eheh... The truth is i didn't realized at all what's happening to me until i got scolded by my mom and my bro become pushy. Huhu.. I don't have a mood to eat. Ok..lame excuse.. I don't know.. there's something inside my mind. I keep thinking about it lately but i guess im not ready to blog about it yet.

Luckily, this thing didn't really bother in my school life. It doesn't affect my study. I managed to control it whenever im in school or tuition. Hurm...i think i've become a person who always termenung. Erm.. thinker probably? But heh.. im not thinking something useful or that could motivate me. Make myself down adalah kot. I also found myself spend more time in my room thinking, thinking and thinking over something that probably couldn't be solve.

I like to thinking something very deeply. Usually its lead to the negative way. In the end, it'll hurt me and im gonna cry like a lil' kid for no reason. Stupid reason specifically. Woah.. i don't want to be those faggot emo kids. But wait.. im a girl. So, there's no need to be worry about. Maybe its just something that every teenage girl has to deal with. Heh..sounds fishy..

Blalalala... back to the topic. Im getting on my mom's nerves. What's wrong with not eating my lunch or dinner? Its not like i didn't take any food at all. Eventhough i didn't take rice but i did munch something whenever i feel want to. I start my morning with a cup of hot Milo. During recess, im usually take an egg sandwhich. Back from school, i'll eat kerepek, biscuit and such. I atleast eat something didn't i?

But don't worry... i'll be fine. Im still a human being. I still have to eat. The things that keep floating around my mind slowly dissapear now. Pfff.. i hope it'll vanish forever too. I'll try to eat if only i remember la.. Huhu..