Speechless...

So, there's one girl... she is commonly known as a happy and cheerful person but she has become so weak inside since she can't stop thinking about this guy. It's something that she never felt it before. She don't know what it is that he had done to her but it's a feeling that she want to stay. She thought she could resist him. She thought that she was strong. Somehow he was different from what she have known. She didn't see him coming. He took her by surprise and he stole her heart before she could say no.. She can't figure out just what to do. When the problem is him.

Sadly she likes the wrong person, that's what she keeps thinking. That makes she wanna cry whenever thinking bout him. He is the reason why she shed her tears alot. Everytime she cry, she will cry like she never cried before. She did cried but not too much. Not like this. She never crying over a guy. She knew it was not worth it bcoz they would never be together. Time after time she tried to fight it but a part of her can't do it. And now she hates herself so much for being so weak. Such a loser. Nothing seems to matter anymore. She keep asking herself why can't it be just like it was before? Why can't she treat him same just like she did to everyone? She hates him for the person she have become. How she wish he would take her back to where it all began coz she have too far gone now. So how long must she wait? And how long must she stay? Please... let her know how to live coz she don't ever wanna feel this way.