Flirt, Faithful?

If you already have a partner and still flirting around with people, that's called being unfaithful to your partner.

Hermm.. somehow i disagree on that because as long you love and still have feelings for your partner, you're not being unfaithful to him/her unless you're cheating on him/her. Cheating and flirting is two different things. I thought they are the same. =P For me, flirting is when you're treat other people over friendly. You entertain and give them the same treat you give to your partner. It's more like you wanna have another entertainment. Cheating is when you deceive and betray their trust by having another partner. Regardless, you take it seriously or not. So, i wasn't being unfaithful to him just like Shaz told me! Ooops! Heh..

So, i have this a friend of mine. I'll just call him as Al. We've been "very nice" to each other in this past few months. I do care him as a friend and he's still flirting with me even though he knew i have a boyfriend and i knew he has a girlfriend. During that time, i still entertain his flirtatious messages and never get kantoi with it. Hahaha.. But one day, i accidentally sent the message i suppose to give to Al, to Asyraf. Hohohoho...... i thought im gonna dead. He did smell something fishy with the message but i managed to covered it up. Haha! Since that day i felt terribly guilty to him. AND since that they also, Al getting too much on me. My besties have warned me and im started avoiding his flirtatious messages.

At first i was thinking, i won't get any problems if no one knows about us. Even my sister who has a two-timing boyfriend encouraged me to do so. LOL. But Shaz asked me, how would i feel if i gotta know Asyraf is flirting with another girls? Of course i would get mad. Then how would he feels if gotta know im flirting with another guys? Same question. Same answer. He probably won't have faith in me anymore. I think im flirting with him coz i keep thinking i still new with Asyraf. I don't love him with my fully heart yet. But what Nana said changed my perception,

no matter how much we love that person or not sure how much we love him that particular person deserves what he wants right? Our honesty, attention, loyalty

and our faithful too! I have to agree on that. Asyraf doesn't deserve this kind of treat from me. Huhu... I promise i'll better. Hukhuk.

I also feel sorry and guilty to Al's girlfriend. That night, i checked up her Friendster. I read her testimonials and saw their pictures together. I can see her happiness. Even all her friends who know bout her and Al wished them happy together. I wonder why Al wanna pamper himself with me not his girl. He even asked me to accompany him during his gathering in the Genting Highlands after SPM. He knew his girlfriend won't make it so?? Gosh! Now, everytime he wanna flirt with me i'll ask him about his girl. Guess what? He seems don't want to talk about her. He'll change the topic. I thought a person who has someone special will atleast love to talk about his/her loved ones to other people. He's not a good lover. Really.

But.... seriously, flirting is fun! ;P
BUT! No more flirting after this, Anis! Ahaks~