Happy New Year 2007

I know it's late already but I would still like to wish all Muslims, Happy Eid Adha and also for the readers out there, I wish you a very Happy New Year and may the year 2007 brings you joy, good health, abundance of wealth, good opportunities and happiness that you are hoping for! Time flies like an arrow. Real fast. I must say, the 2006 is the best year ever for me. (But of course, it's not my golden age yet =P) There's alot of things happened to me. It's not like I've been received many awards or certifications. Just good enough got to know my own identity, getting understand with my emotions and feelings, get to know alot of people and learn how to deal with my life and everything. Here's my summary about what have I going through this year.

1. Myself
I believe I've changed alot during this year. I'm developing my maturity without I realized it. I've started to socialize more, knowing and meeting new people and doing things which I never thought I would do. I like to try and learn something new. I'm getting exposed with the world outside. Somehow, I can say I'm the type of person who can easily influenced with something seems cool. That's when I'm started to think the bad and the good of something. Regardless whether it is cool or not, ugly or pretty or anything. Everything has it's own bad and good. I've changed my appereance from boy-ish style to more feminine and now I'm being more fashionable. I used to get annoyed to see the girls same age as me dress up like an adult because I kept thinking they're those gedik type girls. *sigh* and now I think being more fashionable is nice, but being more confident is better. It's girly I know, but I feel like I'm taking more pride in my appearance. I'm sixteen anyway. So it's normal for being girly in my appereance and that's what my mom always wanted to see, perhaps. I also learnt that people are always different from each other and they have their own colours and they're changing when they want to.

2. Friends
I've finally know what friend means. I learnt how to make friends in more interesing and nice way. I learnt how to know whether the person can be my true and real friend or just a fake friend. I'm just glad all my buddies and my close friends are my real friends. I really appreciate them in my life. Friends is very I'mportant in everyone's life and so do I. And yea.. I also learnt that secrets don't make friends. My mom also always reminds me not to trust my friends too much or get involve with their problems and trouble myself for my friends. People becoming hypocrite as they getting older. I'll always remember that. Mom knows best right? =)

3. School
School life is getting harder as I'm getting older. Hoho. But ONE more year!! Only ONE more year left for me to struggle harder! All those sweet and bitter memories during my high school are so wonderful, beautiful and hard for me to forget. In form one, I get started with my high school life as a kid and after form five, I'm gonna end my school life as a young adult. =P Once CBNer always a CBNer. I always proud with my school and I never regret going to all girls school! So many things I've learnt from my precious school. And yes, I love my science class so much! Eventhough I'm kinda regret for taking science stream. ^^"

4. Relationships
Wait.. I wanna laugh first.. Bwahahahahahahah!!! Relationships. Yes. This is the biggest thing that happened to me which I thought wouldn't be when I'm in form four. Seriously, I never thought for having serious relationship with someone because I used to dislike boys so much. Erhh.. okayh, okayh. It's not that I dislike ALL of them. I had a crush on my tuitionmate when I was in form three. But you know.. it's like a-girl-like-a-boy, just like when you like your friend when in primary school. I never had an intention to love someone so much. Maybe because I'm going to all girls school. I don't know. So my first relationship was a failure. My ex came into my life, took my heart then walked away just like that without saying "Thank You" nor "Forgive Me" or "Sorry".. Thank god my first couple was not my first love either. Haha. My second relationship which I'm currently having now... is more happier. At beginning, I just flirting around and makes fool of him. Oh yes, I'm attracted to him too. Somehow, I don't want to have a serious relationship with him but after many times I've hurt him and he never gave up on me, i finally slowly trust and love him faithfully. Maybe he's sincerity and effort that open up my heart to him and he gives me something. Now I just hope that our relationship will last longer than what have I expected and he will always be there for me.

My New Year Resolution
1. I want to get better marks or atleast pass all my science subjects for every exam or test and getting A's for the compulsary subjects. No more red pens. No more fail papers.
2. Study hard, study smart and consistent with my study.
3. Save some money a day will makes me rich one day. Yea.. for one day only. LOL.
4. Stick together with my dear Muhammad Asyraf.
5. Be a better a person and never look back.
6. Going to my school's Prom Night. =P
7. If MCR really really come to Malaysia at the end of this year, I'm going no matter what!