We're just good friends, aren't we?

GIRLS. Have you been so close to a guy while you are taken? Or be good friends with him and you know that he likes you and may have feelings for you even though he knew that you are taken and he is taken too?

GUYS. Have you feel there's someone (slightly) special for you even though you already have a girlfriend and you do love your girlfriend so much?

*sigh* Why must this kind of thing happened to me? Do you still remember Al? A so called friend of mine who flirts with me? Oh yeah, he's the Nerdy Alwi I mentioned in the previous post. Haha. He looks nerdy but seriously, he's a very sweet talker.

Nothing is going on between me and Asyraf neither with him. It's just kind of bugging me when some my friends can't accept why I still be friends with Alwi, invited him to our school carnival and yadayada. I don't know how many times I have to say WE ARE JUST GOOD FRIENDS. I don't give a shit whether he treats me very nice like I'm his girlfriend. He is a nice person and I believe he would give the same treat to his other friends too. Regardless whether they are his guy or girl friends.

Like Shaz said, me and Alwi are like having some kind of scandal. HA HA HA. Yuhh rite~ Of course she doesn't mean that. There's NOTHING going on between us. If he wants to flirt with me, I will stop message him. And like Nana always said, why don't just I avoid him? If there's any fastest and easiest way to avoid someone without hard feelings, I would have done that a long time ago. I can avoid him if he doesn't contact me at all. I don't care. But how would you feel if you keep getting message from him asking how are you doing and such. I feel guilty and sorry for him. Besides, I'm not that kind of person who can easily break off a friendship. I like to make friends with everyone and maintain my friendship with them.

He once confessed to me that he does like me and sometimes he put me as his first priority not his girlfriend. Means that, I am someone special to him. But I guess, maybe that's due to the loneliness he feels. His girlfriend going to SBP and they are not really contacting each other because she doesn't bring her hand phone to school. Heh. That's a lame excuse I guess. Erm. Actually, they had broke up once before this but he decided to give it another try and not long after that, she asked for a break up but he doesn't want. Until today, they still continue their relationship but I'm having a doubt with her... She's like... Anywho, he would have let go his girlfriend if he really wants more from me right? So I assumed that I might just a special friend of his. Nothing more than that and he loves his girlfriend so much.

Now I realized how hard it is to please both my friends and my boyfriend. My friends doesn't like I'm keeping in touch with Alwi while Asyraf said that he understands my situation even though he doesn't like Alwi. He never said he doesn't allow me to be friends with Alwi but of course I should have handle the situation better. So my friends, respect my decision kayh? Even Asyraf can understand me, why not you? =)