We met each other somewhere in early 2006. I didn't notice you until my bestie told me about you. At that time, you still had that child look, rounded face and chubby cheeks. Wearing innocent white school uniform just made you look very neeeeerd! Somehow you caught my attention because of your nerdy look and the way you mingled with us. I secretly have a crush on you but you were more interested with my bestie during that time. Yet, I don't really mind to give a chance to both of you.
Then, due to some misunderstanding you and my bestie are distant apart. She hated you and I became the middle person and that's what made us getting closer. I don't know whether you are really attracted to me or not but the chemistry between us are so strong, the combination is so perfect. We had a really good time texting each other. Whenever you're bored or got nothing to do or feel like talking, I always felt that I was the first person that you could think of because that's how I felt back then. Unfortunately, what happened between you and my bestie made me aware about my feelings toward you. I was so sure I like you at that time but I was afraid to put a hope nor have a trust in you.
Not long after that, someone walked into my life. He managed to capture my heart but deep inside me, I wanted you to be that very special guy... One day, I gave a hint to you saying that "I think I'm stuck on someone", I told you about him, wanted to know what's your reaction. You crushed my feelings by encouraging me to be with him. The decision to be with Asyraf, wasn't something that I really want at the beginning and I accepted him to show my emotions to you. I didn't want to get serious with him but.. he did, made me fell hard for him.
Even though I was taken by him, we both still in touch with each other and no matter how far I go, how hard I tried to avoid you.. you will come back for more. You waited for my reply patiently. Whenever something happens to you, I'll be the first one to know. You even confessed to me that I'm your top priority. You make it easier when my life gets hard. We stayed up every weekend's night on the phone. We rarely see each other and never go out together. But when it happens, why was it hard for us to let go each other at the end of the day? Were that all because we are best friends? Why did you never give up on me? Why can I see myself being together with you in my whole future while my heart was belong to someone else?
I hung up the phone tonight, something happened for the first time, deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush
Cause the possibility that you would ever feel the same way about me
It's just too much, just too much
Why do I keep running from the truth, all I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized, and I just got to know
Do you ever think, when you're all alone, all that we can be, where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love, is it real or just another crush
Do you catch a breath, when I look at you, are you holding back, like the way I do
Cause I'm trying, trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't going away, going away
Has it ever crossed your mind when we're hanging, spending time, are we just friends
Is there more, is there more
See, it's just a chance we've gotta take, cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last, last forever, forever
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