Beraya at Alwi's

Doesn't leave a good memory to me.

It wasn't my first time to go to his house but this would be my first time to go to his house and meet his parents as his girlfriend. I've been there once before we got together. I was glad when he told me that his parents going to hold an open house because he wants me to come beraya at his place so bad. Gheez, I can't imagine myself go beraya at his place, alone...

Thank god Miya could come over. After been there for about an hour, I started to feel uncomfortable. Alwi kept playing with his grandnieces and never get tired entertaining them in front of me for which I know he was showing off his parenting skills to me (he's good with kids!) and have to left me alone with Miya to entertain other guests. I started nagging him to go back home but he asked me to wait some more. Of course I'm not expecting him to entertain us only but if he can't make it he should have let me go back home.

Here comes the best part of the day...
Miya and I were in the living room. We sat in different couches. Then, there were guests entering the house and of course Alwi's parents go and get them. Somehow I felt uncomfortable because they were talking right behind me so I make a move to Miya and guess what.....

zuuuuuuuuup!!

I slipped and fell onto the floor! I immediately got up and sit next to Miya. He was cool, as always.

"Yang kau pergi jatuh tuh apasal?"
"Karpet tuh tak grip kat lantai yang licin giler nih.."

Only God knows how does it feels during the moment. I felt like burst into tears. It was really embarassing to slipped in front of Alwi's mother. I screwed up and made myself looks fool in front of her. But seriously, I don't know whether she saw it or not.. *sob sob sob*

Obviously I got emotional after that. I didn't speak much nor tell him about the stupid incident. All I want is to get out from his house as soon as possible. Finally, Alwi let me go back home but I have to bersalaman with all his relatives first! I was like..

"Whaaaat?! I'm not yet ready to be recognized by your family members.."
jerit hati kecilku ini...

And that's how its ended. That night, I called Shaf and told everything to her. Texted Fido, he was right. There will always be OH-NO! syndrome when meeting up parents in law and it's normal, perhaps? Heh. I cried before I go to sleep. It was really embarassing and how I wish I don't have to beraya to his house again for the coming years. It took me 3 days to get over it and wishing that his mother didn't see that.

Once again, Mama's words came true.
Before I leave home, Mama said to me, "Hish, buat apa pergi beraya rumah boyfriend. Jumpa mak ayah dia, buat malu jer"

Yes Mama. You were right. You ALWAYS right indeed. *sigh*