In my dreams

This is weird.

I am not weird.

Who thought that I actually can flirt with so many guys for almost every night?

O M G

I still couldn't believe that I'm still getting bad.. ermm.. nice dreams.. erm.. bad dreams... I don't know! Huhuhuh!

Up to now, there have been 5 guys appeared in my dreams and they told me that they like me. And there goes the dating scene, holding hands and you know!

Out of 5, only one person was stranger and the rest.. gheez! I knew them in my real life! And some of them were my crushes. As in ex-crushes. Hahaha.

B...bb.. but.. it's such a weird, mixed feelings though. I think, I was happy in that dreams but there's something holding me back.

And when I opened my eyes, to gasp the reality and knowing that I am unhappy right now... Such a disturbing feeling.

Oh well, goodnight and have a sweet dream everyone!