I managed to handle it

At that moment, i mean after got sound but that lil' kid. I take a look at her forum that she joined. Ok! Now i got it. Im not trying to bad mouthing about the forum. But, what i can see is the forum is still new. And there alot of person like her too. I don't know what will happen to them if they join mine. I mean, the forum that now i joined.

Well, if you want to know why i exhort her is bcoz maybe i've seen alot things like that in my forum. You know, the concept is just same like our upbringing at home. My forum is a big and global forum. There is alot older and mature fans in there. It's kinda annoying to see teenies saying, "gerard is hot! i want to be his wife!" or stuff like that. Mostly the teenies that act like that is 15 and below. So, now you get it, right?

Im really thankful to Shima who was online at that time for trying to listen to me and cool me down. And of course to Nana, which really help me alot. This is what she wrote to me.

first of all, anis, there are millions of mcr/gerard's fan from all over the world! yes that girl is obsessed with gerard and we dont know wheater it is true or not about the online stuff right? but remember, everyone has their own right to do what they want..look im not really on her side but u have to understand that everyone has their own way of thinking. maybe some ppl who browse through her page and look at the caption maybe said "ala biase la budak2.." hey, she's only 14 anis..she;s too childish..*erk, like we're not* but maybe the way she thinks is immature..<==this is what actually u mean to her i guess..ppl is soo unpredictable..so you have to be prepared to face all this kind of person..=) i explain it in a short version but i know u'll understand what i've type here..

about the apology, erm..if she said she wont apologised u, then what for u begged for that? if she prays something bad will happened to you, that all are just bullshits..ALLAH takkan kurniakan doa org yg menjatuhkan org lain..=) dun worry about that..if she dont wanna accept ur apology, carry on with ur life..dun worry aite? doesnt effect anything in ur life pon..she wanna go to manhattan? so what? like we care! hehe..u'll get a job in a few years time, collect enough money that go to europe and saksikanlah mcr itu puas2 ok? dun be sad anymore..im here for you..=) cheer up girl

love, nana

I end up by found alot of MCR pictures and posted them in the forum. Not only that, i read their old interviews, articles and so on. Just like doing some research on certain thing. Haha..seeing them and getting know them better, just make me happy again!..Totally a good therapy for me!

p/s: I got a new friend bcoz of MCR. I got an enemy bcoz of MCR too. Great! Fair and square!