Im so fucking emo rite now! Why im being so stupid! I've promised with myself not to fall in love with ANY guys rite!? Why i broke the promise!? I even myself don't understand the stituation! Why the situation is so confusing! I've tried to kill the feeling many times before! But it's keep growing.. and now.. im being so emo ...crying every nite just to forget about him! Stupid! Then, the next day im hoping to get a sms from him!!! Im so fucking idiot!!! How many times i've to tell myself nobody NOT GONNA LOVE ME!!? He just wanna play with me! I should've know that! Yep! I did know that but BLAH!!! Im stuck on him!! There's no way out! I don't want to be like this! Its so frustrating! And now..the only way out is let the emo overcome my mind, being rude to him and that's it! He will walk away! That's the only way out!
*sigh* Sadly, i don't know whether i can do that or not! It depends on my heart now.. I keep asking myself whether actually i like him or not..but it betrayed me! Yea.. rite now, im crying like a lil kid who lost her mommy! Why must i've to deal with it??!
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