Its not the destination that matters, its the journey

Most of my friends would know that typical me is a happy go lucky and bubbly type of person. And I believe that I tend to take things lightly, don't worry about many things, have a very strong positive thinking, not looking at the past and keep moving on and just be happy what will I get for the things that I've done. Regardless whether it turns out to be good or not, I will always try my best to accept the pros and cons. I'm kind of easy to get over the consequences that I've got in my past too.

Oh, yes. This is a thought that I had during SPM week. To tell you the truth, I'm not hoping for straight A's at all. I'm not that smart. I'm not stupid, just daaaamn lazy. I have a feeling that I'm going to get average results for my SPM. But I always found myself still smiling and cheering others after we had answered the papers. I don't even do checking and worrying for the answers that I've wrote down on that bloody papers. I called that, redha or pasrah jer la.

I think, that's NOT a GOOD attitude. It's SO BAD to think like that! I've been doing it most of the times. Especially when it comes to exams. Yet, I haven't changed at all. When I told my friends that, it's okay for me to get at least 5A's in SPM.. I have a feeling that they look down on me.. Heh. And that's show my selfishness and ignorance too. I don't know why I didn't work hard to get straight A's so that my parents will be proud of me.

And oh yeah, have I told you that lately I'm really eager to enter UPM and do Diploma in 'Kesihatan Haiwan dan Ternakan'? Like seriously, that's my ambition. After do Diploma, I will continue to do Degree and my carrier in future will got something to do with penternakan.

When I told people that's my ambition, as always.. they will laugh at me. I guess their impressions are:
1. Do penternakan?? Macam kerja kuli jer. Not professional at all. Can do lots of money ker?
2. Wanna enter UPM? Isn't that is IPTA? Is it good? Tak class lah masuk IPTA. Better go to college.
3. Do Diploma? Migodd.. so ketinggalan zaman. People nowadays do A-Levels and Foundation la.

And as always, I will just draw a smile on my face and say, "It's my ambition since I was small to work with animals but I don't wanna be vet because I need to take Medic. I don't like it." they will go.. ohhh.. Then, I would ask them, "Most of colleges also don't offer separa profesional courses right?"

Actually, I don't wanna talk about IPTS and IPTA at here. I will blog about it some other time.

Back to the topic, I'll simply ignore people's impression and I want to prove them wrong. And I would like to share this saying to you;

Sometimes we just think too much.
Well, thats a different story for some of you.

At the end of the day, its just the same bloody paper that you've been doing for the past 2 years of your life.
But its the same 10 papers that broke the strongest will of people.
The same 10 papers that shook the lives of many.
The same 10 papers that actually changed people's lives.

So is it really worth it to give our full acknowledgement, fear, respect and thought to these papers?
After all, its nothing compared to what you've gone through..

Its not the destination that matters, its the journey.

I have no reason to disagree with what he said.
I also realized that, student's pride shouldn't be judged by his SPM result. I realized that SPM is all about EFFORTNESS. Only hard work and preserverance will pay it off.

I would like to dedicate this post to my fellow mates who feels low about their perfomances in SPM... because I feel the same too...

Cheers!