We have a whole life ahead of us

Hm. I don't know where to start but I'm sure I remember all our memories together throughout our one year relationship.

So, let's start with our very first date. It was one of our sweetest date ever. 13 January 2008. It was very classic right? You and me pretended cool at first but without we realized, our bodies 'do the talking'.

Do you still remember when we were walking to Pavilion and suddenly rain poured down. You got us an umbrella. You opened the umbrella and it was small. So I have to get real close to you in order not to get wet. I reached to your left arm and you told me, "You make me feel like I could fly" or you already are?

Then, we went to PDI store and I bought something for myself. You reached your hand to mine and I thought you want to take my shopping bag but you took my hand and I was surprised. You smiled at me and I hold it tight. That's our first moment holding hands together. You were glad I didn't let go my hand and I was glad that I'm very sure to hold your hand tightly. Game plan. That was our first movie that we watched together. After two years of friendship eh?

That's how all the things start. Everywhere we go, there's you and me. There's me and you. Although we got physically separated for three months but that what makes our love went stronger, kan sayang?

Hm. People always ask me why do I like you so much. Let's see..

1. You knew how to turn my sengalness on without trying so hard.
2. You never complain about my physical appearance. Although my face is full with pimples and it was me who complains so much but you never say a word about it. As for my weight, you're the only one who knows how to make me feel comfortable and accept my own body. I'm too body-conscious.
3. You spent most of your money on me and you don't mind about it.. (kot? =P)
4. You are committing in our relationship and being responsible to me.
5. I called you 'Budak Fakta' because you know lot of things and you are the guy who likes to teach his girl with new things.
6. You've seen me when the time I got real messy and selekeh but you didn't care about it.
7. You talk rationally while I'm not.]
8. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder thus I'm saying it loud Alwi. Baby! You are CUTE, handsome, adorable, hot and sexaaayyy okayh? (Updated: He's finally got eight-pax of abs)
9. You love to surprise me.
10. You are my BEST FRIEND.
11. It always fun to do new things together with you.
    
12. You never ask me to be your official girlfriend.

These are just 12 of many reasons why I really really like you and please don't ask me why I love you so much. Isn't it obvious that I love you even more than you love me? Thank you for everything that you have done for me, for us my dear.

I tak nak propose you to be my girlfriend because we knew the ending will be the break-up. Everything that has a start will has its ending. Let's just stay this way.

Alwi, you're my strength yet you are my weakness too. Somehow, my weakness is your strength and my strength is your weakness. You see sweetheart, we need each other, we complete each other.

Happy First Anniversary, Alwi Abdul Razak.