Everything happens for a reason, remember?

Everyone will come to a point whereby he or she realizes;

who will always be there, who will not and who's worth staying for.

If the person who was with you yesterday isn't there now or happens not to be there in future;

there should be a reason for their presence in your life.

If they were to leave happy memories behind, cherish them.

If not, accept the fact that they stepped into your life just to make you stronger then before.

- Banumathy Ramakrishnan

To someone whom I used to love dearly,

Alwi Bin Abdul Razak.

There's so much things I wanted to say to you when I left you but I couldn't find the right words, the right rhythm to put it into a sentence.

Looking back at the past, makes my heart ache. But I would cherish all the sweet and happy memories we had. I would appreciate the most difficult time during our relationship, the downs and hardship we went through; to soothe my anger. I don't want to hate you because deep inside of me, I know, you still deserve the appreciation from me.

But please respect my final decision when I wanted to be left alone.

I've been trying to forget you and forgive you.

Did I succeed?

No.

Don't try to find me.

Let me let you go.

13 January 2008 until 31 March 2010

There's no more our fairy tale.

This is the last page of the book.